this morning I slept too late. when I woke up I heard about what the soldiers did to one of the little boys who sits on our stoop in the afternoons. all the children seem to eat quite a bit of candy. I find myself always staring at teeth when I’m being spoken to. we sat at the bottom of the hill and drank water most of the afternoon. I took pictures of military vehicles and I took a picture of the jewish defense league tag, “gas the arabs.”
I went to get falafel, that’s twice today. everything was closed in the old city and the falafel man sent his son to do all the work. an elderly woman ordered about seven of sandwiches. the little boy had his dirty hands full, so the woman started to help him make them.
she was completely covered from head to toe and her clothes were in the food, she stuffed the pitas with french fries, cauliflower, spicy red sauce, tomatoes, eggplant, and falafel of course. I didn’t care that it was unsanitary; there’s flies everywhere, and mosquitoes. the little boy seemed burnt out when I made my purchase, I handed him two shekels, and he knew what I wanted.
on my way back from the old city, I went through the checkpoint and the new soldiers, the ones who beat up the little boy on our stoop this morning, he asked for my passport. I don’t know why they always ask me where I’m from; it says it on my passport. I told him, I am from
“Oh shit man, I’m from
Are you a Dolphins fan?
“Only when they’re doing good.”
They’re never doing well. Are you going back to
“Yeah, if I don’t die.” He looked at the ground and acted like the area was hostile, and he almost made it seem like the israeli’s are the ones dying all the time.
You’re not going to die here, I told him. I couldn’t help but laugh at him. He was holding an m16. I knew he was just trying act like rambo because he was fresh out of training. Ryan and I agreed, give the new soldiers a few days and they’ll find boredom soon enough. they aren’t going to keep the checkpoint doors closed, worry about their safety, yada, yada.
At four we went to a neighborhood flooded with settlers and speckles of palestinian homes. we picked grass for their sheep. their land has been occupied by settlers; they’ve added a makeshift synagogue, made out of a tent, illegally on the land. shortly after we started picking grass, the soldiers came and watched us. they asked one of the dwarf boys in the family of twelve children why his family wasn’t picking the grass and why they had internationals. the boy responded in arabic, “every time we pick grass or herd our goats in our own land, we are stoned and arrested.”
my eyes and arms itched and we hauled grass, in bags, up the hill. the twelve children were abusive to the dog they had chained to the tree. I couldn’t really say anything about it, and the dog didn’t have a name.
I took a break from working, picked raw almonds and other fruit from the trees on their land. one of the wives living in the house brought mint tea out consistently.
after our work was finished, we had arabic coffee and cookies. the little boys showed me their baby arab horse. they also showed me how hard they could throw rocks at the poor dog without a name. I tried to show the children that it made me sad when they abused the dog, but they didn’t really pay attention. the father of the family let me and camila ride the horse around for a while. I didn’t feel like making him run because the oldest of the children was busy being a ham and the poor giant was exhausted.
on the way back, our palestinian friends were harassed by soldiers and one of them was punched numerous times in his stomach. he’s a tough kid, i offered him a jamal after the occupational forces were finished, “checking if he was a terrorist.” I’ve become more and more witty speaking with soldiers since I’ve been here. the settler jews were celebrating their new torah and they spit on us and threw rocks as we walked by. maybe if they grew up as palestinians, they would be better at throwing rocks? if I grew up as a palestinian in the west bank, dealing with those people, I wouldn’t be alive right now, and I understand why the ones who died are dead now.
tomorrow looks like it is going to be a long day, we are going to a closed military zone and I’m hoping to sleep well tonight, tomorrow is the shabbat, the settler jews are celebrating by demolishing palestinian homes. hurraaahhh..hopefully I can walk away safely and find myself drinking on sunday afternoon, from a corner in west
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